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Ancient Voices
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Mystics and martyrs. |
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They lived in a time of darkness
and danger, a time of miracles and madness. |
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They were shamed and silenced. |
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Broken and burned. |
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And when they vanished from this
world, they left their gifts behind. |
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Their souls speak to us from
beyond the veil through our ecstasies and
visions. |
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These are their poetry and
solace for their sisters of the future. |
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They left us the spiraled vessel
for the sacred oil, wheat from the harvest, and
candles to light our way. |
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They knew the Goddess would
return. |
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They knew we would be waiting to
welcome her home again. |
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Utterances
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The story that is ready to be
birthed speaks to me now in the voice of one who
will wait no longer. Before I had language I
knew this story. Memory was illumined as I held
my small green Rosary beads in my hand. The
utterance of prayers before I knew how to pray.
Secrets carried in my dreams would later become
my alphabet. A pilgrimage to a foreign
cathedral, labyrinth walks at dusk, whispers and
faces from ancient places. These things paved my
path to this door. I enter now to engage the
Mystery, to read the language etched into my
skin, to know the one who knows my name. . .who
knows my destiny. |
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Connections
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My lineage spans hundreds. .
.no. . . thousands of years. |
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Unraveling before me like my
grandmother’s braid at bedtime, my lineage
winds backwards into the deep inky depths of
herstory. |
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Backwards. |
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Bending. |
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Twisting. |
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My lineage takes the form of a
phantom umbilicus, until at last it connects to
the Great Mother. |
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The First Mother. |
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The Goddess in the Garden. |
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I come from the cave woman,
Enoku. |
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Her hands are red with umber. |
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She paints her story on stony
walls and the bark of trees. |
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Her hands are my hands. |
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Her blessing is creativity. |
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I come from Brindl, the Viking
bride. |
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Her eyes, it is said, became the
color of the sea. |
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Ever-changing with the whim of
the tides. |
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Ever-watching the horizon for
her lover’s return. |
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My eyes are focused on distant
shores. |
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My wanderlust and longing are
Brindl’s ways. |
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I come from Ariadne, the Amazon. |
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Her limbs, strong and supple,
carried her great distances. |
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She protected her sisters as
they hunted all the long winter. |
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Stamina and strength come to me
through Ariadne. |
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I come from Sibyl the Sorceress. |
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Prophecies and magic spilled
from her chantings. |
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The moon shared her secrets with
this ancient alchemist. |
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Sibyl cast seashells to find the
names of things. |
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My magic serves me. |
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It is Sibyl’s magic. |
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I come from Mataya, the Hag. |
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Mugwart, chamomile, and
wood-vine whispered their wisdom. |
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Mataya, crone physician of the
forest. |
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Midwife, herbalist, hag. |
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My powers of healing take root
from Mataya. |
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I come from Isabella, the
dancer. |
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Her body told a story through
her hypnotic choreography. |
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Her undulating movements
awakened sleeping passion and set souls on fire. |
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My body moves to her rhythm, her
music. |
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My sensuality is birthed from
Isabella’s loins. |
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I come from Sarah, the mother. |
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Her breasts overflowed with the
milk of life. |
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Enough to feed the motherless
children. |
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My womb has experienced the
great mystery of creation. |
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Mothering is a blessing from
Sarah. |
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I come from those women I have
named and others before them. |
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My cells contain the memories of
their days upon the earth. |
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My wisdom is their wisdom. |
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All that I am mirrors their
collective image. |
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Our souls are linked together
through time and space. |
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We are connected. . .eternally. |
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Each of us birthed from the same holy cosmic
womb. |
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We come from the Mother. |
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We come from the Goddess. |